A Best Friend

A BestFriend, what is a bestfriend? Its somone who you trust have fun with, fight over silly things, and that knows you inside and out. What can I say about this? well I have a few friends that I love very much but I still havent found that one friends I can actually call me "BestFriend". Just recently I have parted from one of my bestfriends we had been freinds since 9th grade. That was a very special friendship to me but time goes by and like always things change. I felt like we didnt know eachother anymore, we didnt have things to talk about and I felt like we were just taking up a space in eachothers life. so I decided to end that friendship and now its like we dont know eachother at all. It feels horible when you have to see that person at school and you cross eachothers paths. I can say at the time it was the best choice for me to end the friendsip but I figured out something that I dont want to loose a great friend because of a phace I went through. Its gonna be tough and I know things wont be how they used to be but one can try. All I want is a friend who I can be crazy with and at the same time be serious and that will always be there for me no matter what happens.

Sometimes WE are the Problem!

Have you ever blamed anyone for your problems? I have most of the time I blame my sisters which i need to stop doing. Sometimes we just point fingers for the heck of it and so we can look like the good guy. But have you ever stoped to think that You are the problem? I went to a meeting this week and they gave a good example of this: 
"this girl was at the airport the flight was delayed so she had to be there for a while so she decided to go buy herself some cooikes and read her book. she sat down at some chairs and an older man sat a chair away. they were both reading and she grabed a cookie which was on the chair in between her and the older man. she saw that he kept getting a cookie after her and she was really getting mad so when there was only one cookie left she left it there to see what he would do she saw him go for the cookie and he broke it in half this made her very angry she got up mugged the man by this time she was boarding the plain. she sat at her seat she opened her bag to put her book up and she sees the packet of cookies she had bought unopened, she felt very bad when she saw this but there was nothing she could do now."
this tought me that we have to see if the problem is the other person or us because sometimes we just want the easy way out of everything.