A Best Friend

A BestFriend, what is a bestfriend? Its somone who you trust have fun with, fight over silly things, and that knows you inside and out. What can I say about this? well I have a few friends that I love very much but I still havent found that one friends I can actually call me "BestFriend". Just recently I have parted from one of my bestfriends we had been freinds since 9th grade. That was a very special friendship to me but time goes by and like always things change. I felt like we didnt know eachother anymore, we didnt have things to talk about and I felt like we were just taking up a space in eachothers life. so I decided to end that friendship and now its like we dont know eachother at all. It feels horible when you have to see that person at school and you cross eachothers paths. I can say at the time it was the best choice for me to end the friendsip but I figured out something that I dont want to loose a great friend because of a phace I went through. Its gonna be tough and I know things wont be how they used to be but one can try. All I want is a friend who I can be crazy with and at the same time be serious and that will always be there for me no matter what happens.